NOTEBOOK / 2025 → 2026 / PERSONAL EXPERIMENTS
What is all this
improvement for?
Tea on the porch. Food in the fridge. A floor mat beside a bed. The desire to change my everyday life shows up in very ordinary objects.

Food and tea.
The tea photograph is from February 2026. The food and kitchen posts below are from January 2026 and September 2025.



Herbal tea maxxing - about 6 months now
My caption from the tea photograph above. A record of a personal ritual, not a claim about what tea will do for someone else.
This moment / Ahhloosh ↗


Yes, I tried sleeping on the floor.
A tour of my floor setup, posted in May 2025.

Lent and dreams.
In February 2026, I also posted about Lent and writing my dreams down.
As y’all know went sober for lent… and holyyyy the dreams I have are so incredibly vivid and real it’s insane.
Original caption excerpt.
April 2026.
By April, I was posting a different thought about routines:
I spent so many years trying to build a schedule and read books and meditate and ground and workout twice a day and just trying to build a perfect routine
Original caption excerpt.
The older posts stay here with their dates. For the actual tea blends, see the tea I drink on Ahhloosh.