NOTEBOOK / 2025 → 2026 / CREATIVE LIFE
Always recording.
Still being there.
I want a record of my life. I also want to be in it while it happens.

Like my bio says, this is pure documentation and I do it for the love of the game.
From a caption explaining why I keep posting.
For the love of keeping it.
I finished that caption with “No captions this time. Enjoy.” Then: “I love you all”.
The wider documentary is on Ahhloosh: the people, snowboarding, clothes, food and whatever else I was posting.




A hobby can be enough.
I have tried streaming and content creation for like years but now this is the one time i am not trying to rely on streaming for money but as a hobby, might be the key idk but les go
Original caption excerpt; spelling retained.
Archive footage with its original audio. Press play when you’re ready.
FROM THEN / May 24, 2025 / 17 SECONDS
The confidence and the question.
The video is all confidence about going viral. The caption underneath was more tentative: streaming as a hobby might be the key. Both belong to the same moment.
Read the video description
Alex wears headphones and speaks directly to the camera in a purple-lit room. He enthusiastically talks about wanting to go viral in 2025 and addresses the people following him. This records an ambition, not a claim that the prediction came true. His accompanying post caption explores streaming as a hobby.
Written summary of the original clip.


Then the camera becomes a question.
April 2026. Another thought I posted while trying to work out what to make next.
I feel like I should just always be recording, but then i miss the moment.
My own caption, original spelling kept. One of the thoughts I posted that day.
This moment / Ahhloosh ↗The rest is on Ahhloosh.
More of the original posts are on Ahhloosh. Here, I keep the notes alongside the work.

